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megalo mperdema


shmera akousa akomh mia entelws MIND-BLOWING filosofiki eksarsh tou filou mou tou Themi.

tha prospathisw na to metaferw se ena mikro vathmo, an kai pisteyw pws kapoia stigmh prepei kai o idios na valei ton kolo tou katw kai na arxisei to grapsimo...

here it goes:

einai ola mataia, o kosmos den paei pros ta mprosta, oute pros ta pisw, apla paei.
enas themeliwdhs fysikos nomos einai pws ola ta swmata kinounte pros to shmeio pou tha apokthsoune thn apolyth isorropia, tha exoune dld mhdeniki energeia.
etsi kai oloi emeis kinoumaste pros ta mia tetoia kateythinsi, o kathenas thn diki tou, alla kai oloi mazi eimaste kommati enos allou swmatos pou kineitai mesa se ena megalytero systhma gia na ftasei se epipedo isorropias.

h karriera, o romantismos, ta neyra, oi xrhmatikes apolaves sou den exoune kamia aksia.

oti kai na apoktiseis tha apozhtas perissotera giati den tha kataferneis mesa sto systhma na apoktiseis thn isorropia oso kai na theleis.

opws px eipe:
sthn giagia mou ponouse h mesh giati eplene sthn skafh, epeita agorase plynthrio kai thn ponane ta matia giati vlepei thleorash. kai meta tha thn ponaei to kefali apo tis metoxes pou agorase kai meta to daxtylo apo to psp pou eliwse ktl ktl.

tespa to thema einai oti kati tha se ponaei panta giati tha vriskese se kinhsh gamoti.
to thema tha mou peis einai ti se ponaei... oxi xesto ayto, mhn estiaseis gia ena lepto se leptomereies tetoiou typou kai des thn big picture:
tipota pote den prokeitai na se ikanopoihsei!!!

otan lythei to thema ths epiviwshs tha apokthseis ena allo thema px psyxologika (kai pragmatika yparxoune ena karo apo ayta na viwseis...)
nai h giagia mou den exei psyxologika provlhmata giati den prolavene!! olh mera douleve!
o pappous mou apo thn allh eftase 90 gia na apoktisei katathlipsh epeidh eixe lysei OLA tou ta "vioporistika" provlhmata kai agxh!!
tespa pali parasyromai (kataramenh oikogeneia!! :P )

einai ola enas kyklos ston opoio den exei kamia shmasia pou tha topothetiseis thn telitsa sou.
realy vale thn opou thes den exei nohma. o kathenas tha sou proteinei fysika to shmeio pou ton volevei na thn valeis alla prosexe, tha to kanei nomizontas pws tha exei shmasia gia thn dikh tou isorropia.

pfff den ta ekfrazw kala gamoti m!
ela re Themi kai grapsta esy!!!

to thema mou einai oti h idea olh ayth den einai pesimistiki oute nteterministiki, einai enas tropos na apeleytherwseis ton eayto sou!

theleis na agapiseis? kanto
goustareis kariera? kanto
den yparxei swsto kai lathos edw. yparxoune koinwnika kritiria kai oria nai, alla ayta einai afou apofasiseis na paikseis to analogo paixnidi kai xreiastei na akolouthiseis tous katallilous kanones gia na katafereis to stoxo sou.
sthn geniki eikona den yparxoune oria.

eisai eleytheros kai adesmeytos methn adeia ths fysikhs yparkshs sou.
to thema enai pws to xwneyoume twra ayto otan exoume megalwsei se ena kosmo gemato kanones...

( eikona: agnwstos dhmiourgos )

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de thelw gyfties, kanto maoni!


otan hmouna mikros loipon viwsa ton prwto thanato enos gnwstou anthrwpou kapws perierga.

gia kamposo kairo otan gnwriza kapoio kainourgio atomo kat'eytheian mou eskage sto myalo h eikona tou ksaplwmeno se ena feretro kai gyrw tou amfitheatrika oloi oi sygkeneis tou na to klaine.

well me ton kairo nomizw oti apla stamathsa asynaisthita na to kanw...

to periergo einai oti prin mia evdomada kapou ekei mesa sto agxos pou ezhsa epanilthe!
elpizw na mhn meinei giati hdh exw thapsei 3 atoma kai den einai katholou eyxaristooooooooo :S

"i see dead people!!!"


( eikona: Mosaic Skull Idol by timmolloy )

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OMG


douleia telos, toso syntoma.

giati apo douleia den kolwnw alla thn psyxikh m ygeia den thn diapragmateyomai.

elpizw na synelthw syntoma kai na vrw kapou douleia pou tha me krinoune apo thn prosfora m.
gamo to xristo m, tetoia apogohteysh....

fuck!


( eikona: Afterburner by 2dforever)